revived. renewed.
2007-01-13 -- 11:48 p.m.

my first post of the year! though i bet i won't be able to keep up with the posting after awhile.

anyway...this new year has been a new start for me. many things have changed, i myself have changed alot, sometimes so much and so fast that i can't even seem to understand or keep up with it. it sounds funny, the fact that i can't keep up with myself. but yeah sometimes i really feel like i'm 2 persons or something, i don't even know myself sometimes. but well..i've decided that this time i'm gonna try and use my mind over my heart. i guess that's what self-restraint and determination are all about.

anyway, lectures started on thurs, the math teacher that day kinda thought we're primary school kids or something..she tried to show us long division, and the csc teacher is quite a good crapper. oh well this year i shall try to focus more and be more hardworking already (: i'm feeling quite enthu about studies. i think it's cause i've forgotten the horrendous feeling of all the shitload of stress, so school seems cool to me. but one thing's for sure, im not looking forward to china studies in chinese. even though the teacher that day was quite nice n funny or whatever but still i know it's gonna be hell for me.

just went for class outing today, i think our class is one of the first to have such an outing? kbox was fun, guess we can say that we had a rockin good time yeah. but some ppl weren't present, some left early and some came late, so we didn't manage to have a very complete thing, moreover we forgot to take a photo before everyone started leaving...oh well. guess there'll be other chances, provided we don't forget to take pics again. but our class is quite bonded, fortunately. cause everyone is generally nice and friendly (: hopefully there won't be any major changes to our class after 1st 3 mths.

i don't know why i can't sleep, but i guess i'll go try now. maybe the boredom will get into me and my body will realise that sleep is the better option now, and eventually make the transition into snooze mode. i really wonder when's the next time i'm gonna post again, hopefully soon? but for now, my blog's considered revived.